Lately I have felt like the universe has been out to punish me for something in my childhood. These past few month has been testing my mental and physical health. I had been at a complete loss as to how to pull myself out of the funk. I knew I needed to make a big change in how I live my life, but at first I really was hesitant in making any big changes. Then I got a confidence boost from my personal career coach, and started making moves. But my old habit of playing it safe came back and put me back in a bad cycle. Here is what happened and where I am now…